Move on? Forgetting someone? Yes, senang nak cakap tapi susah nak buat. Like usual, after you likes someone, you've to forget him soon. Must to let him go even you still loves him. Nothing i can do to keep my heart away from you. Nak cerita dekat kawan, but malu. Malu sangat. Malu nak menangis dekat diorang. I'm just not ready to share my story. I'm sorry.

Why this thing happened to me? Why must me and not someone else. And why, when i have problems there is no one beside me and heard my story. Why.....?  Having a lot of friends doesn't mean all of them will be with you when you're alone. Just like me.

It's pathetic? No it's not.
" I really need someone to see how hard i'm trying to change "

Having a boyfriend will gives you a thousand of problems and will pissed you all the time but he also would give you a special care and love if they truly loves you. If they do. Then, youre bloody lucky.

I hate myself. Can you exchange yours with mine? Pls, and you will know my real story and why i'm actin like this. Everything i did, there must be a reason behind that.

Bye........................... Dear July, i wish you would hides all my future problems or just take it all back because i can't stand of it anymore. Tq