Asalamualaikum
Hye people. Hello my readers
Such a long time i didn't write my stories...right?

Yea,  i've been busy looking for who my real myself, busy solving my silly problems. Its tired be in teenagers life. Saya benci hidup macam ni. I need someone that will complete my life. Saya hilang kawan baik. Kawan baik yang selalu lengkapkan hidup saya. Why you must go, friend? You say you love me but what is this now? You let me suffer living without you in my life. You're suck. Now, i easily gets jealous with my friend that have a such a great life. The more i think about it, the more i feel like wanna kill myself and run away from this problems.

I don't have a bestfriend to share my problems. To make a silly things. Thats why i envy with others friendship. I've also doesn't have a boyfriend. It not a big problems but when all my friends talk about their own lover, i feel awkawrd and shame too. Dear life, why you can't be perfect as others life? One more, i have a bad attitude. I love to make a stupid stuff infront of my friends.


I know how to solve others problems but i'm stuck with my own problems and forever i can't solve it. Now, i have a pathetic life and it sucks....

I'm sick of crying, tired of trying and yeah, i'm still smiling but inside i'm dying.. Nobody knows that, nobody realize that even my own bestfriend.