Hai everyone 

Asalamualaikum 

I'm wasting too much time waiting you. My life become lifeless after i'm in love with you. I hurt to much because loving you. You have someone else. You likes someone else but i still forced myself for loving you. Have crush on you. I'm totally wasting my time, my tears, my heart for you but you did'nt realize that. Oh god, why this happened to me? Why me? Why not someone else?

I'm sick being like this. I've make my desicion to forget you. To stop loving you. To stop hurting myself for you. Yes, i've made it but just for a moment then you come back in my life. Again you make my life turns bad.  I can't forget you. I have ruined it. This is all because of you. Why must me? And why you must come back in my life? Why you just can't go for forever and never come back? I'm asking you. WHY? 

Please, i don't want to hurt myself, my family and my friends just because i'm waiting for your love even i know that i can't have it. Can you do that for me, crush? Can you? Thanks 

Bye