I think this is the best time i really need to change. Be a great student, great daughter and be a great friend. Change the way me study, change my behavior. I do realize that pmr is getting closer and i'll need to start struggle for it. Less tweeting. Less facebooking and those creepy stuff that makes me getting lazy. It's freaking sad when i need to move on and try to forget him and for the same time, i need to struggle for exam. It. was. fucking. hard. But, i need to do it or i will wasting my time. 

Tweeting like a boss and acting like nothing gonna happen. Act like you don't have big examination while your others friend is like studying the whole day. It just so me -_- 

Dear myself, you need to change it immediately. Do this for real and not just say it but you must to prove it. You have friends to help you in studying, you have your parents for supporting you. You have everything that maybe other people did'nt have it. Be grateful, dayana. 

Please be grateful and change it. Please.. 

bye